It has been a while since my last blog, July, 2011. Wow, I haven't written for more than year!
I don't exactly know where and how to start. So much has happened and didn't happen in 2012 and as 2013 began. Some good but mostly sad and not so good. So many losses and disappointments. Boy, did I learn so many things, some even the hard way and really big time.
So many options, sometimes it gets so confusing and exciting and scary and heartbreaking all at the same time.
I didn't know that aspiring for work-life balance can be difficult. Now that my family relationships are getting better, my career is starting to take a three hundred sixty turn. I don't know if that's good or not. It's as if my midlife crisis is starting so early. Oh my, does that mean my life expectancy is that short? It should be alright because I don't want to die too old. Growing alone has suddenly become dreadful. Years back, I was confident that growing old alone is okay because I have my best friend with me. But I don't about that now.
Oh well, every day is a new hope. Another start, just hoping you won't screw up and be better. But if you make mistakes yet again, never stop learning. When you stop educating and improving yourself, it's like slowly ceasing to live.
So now, I want to start living again. And as a first step, I blog again!
Jan. 30, 2013